This is something I will never understand. Everyone claims to have Insomnia. If you have one bad night of sleeping, or even a few days. Its NOT insomnia.
Maybe its just the people that are around me but somehow I doubt it. Its like everyone saw Fight Club and suddenly they wanted to be Insomniacs too. What the fuck is cool about not being able to sleep???
I know it sounds a little weird for me to say, no one else has it and I do. Buts that's what I feel like. Of course other people have tones of trouble sleeping, millions in fact. However when some fucker tells me they haven't slept in three days and there nothing but chipper, look great, and are full of energy it makes me want to scream WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LYING ABOUT SLEEP???????
The last few weeks for me have really been terrible. I can sleep, but I constantly wake up. Not because of dreams or anything, my body for some reason is just saying get up. Sometimes I'm so tired I feel like I could pass out standing up. But as soon as I lay down, I just lay there feeling like shit. Not sleeping.
Ive never had sleep problems last this long before. Its really starting to take its toll on me. I look like a freaking crack addict, my eyes are always blood shot. Fuck me.